Now the world , until 27 There are very few girls who haven't been in love yet ,27 There are fewer boys who haven't been in love yet , And the chances of such a boy and a girl meeting are slim , But we met together ！
We are all 27 year , He's five months younger than me .
It's a sweet journey , From start to end ,48 Every day of the day is beautiful , Even if we've only seen 5 Secondary plane .
The week before I met my boyfriend , I had a kitten , I found it on the roof . Just a few weeks old , Poor weight . During the week , Kitten's company , With the deepening of my feelings , It helped me to transform my long-standing view of pet ownership , On the contrary, I deeply love it , Used to its company , Accepted this sudden relationship with it .
But a week later , When I take it up the roof to play , It jumped down the stairs . I'm scared , Run into the pet hospital with it , But I know it probably left on the spot , So coming to the pet hospital is just for my peace of mind .
When the kitten left in a hurry in my life , I didn't understand , It's to help me transform my emotions 、 Help me open my heart 、 The angel that allows me to experience and accept a new relationship . It makes me understand , Accepting a new relationship is not that scary and troublesome , But unexpected happiness and beauty .
So when I buried the kitten with gratitude , I find that I finally dare to accept new relationships in my life .
Because I have been planning to shave my head to break the dust , But there's only one thing that bothers me . I haven't been in love yet ！
I didn't dare to accept 、 I dare not pursue such a relationship , I'm afraid I can't handle everything that comes with a relationship . But the cat helped me to open my heart knot , So I'm no longer afraid to accept a new relationship 、 No longer afraid to love someone 、 No longer afraid that I won't take care of others , Can't give love to others . Now my belief is that I can give love , Can give me unconditional love .
Results the next day , My best friend and cousin criticized my wechat to her husband's cousin , He also gave me a picture of his cousin . I'm speechless , It's coming too fast ！ God, you won't let me breathe .
When he added my friend , With yesterday's courage , I chose to accept . But the real reason for me to accept him is because of my dream a few months ago . I saw his face in my dream , And in my dream, I knew that I was close to him . So when you wake up , I knew he was my future boyfriend .
But why , I can't see my long future with him ？ It seems that it is destined to , It was a sweet , But a brief relationship . Maybe on the way of my spiritual growth , I really just need to experience such a short relationship .
When I accepted the relationship , I think God is speeding up the experience of my relationship . We just used wechat to chat and say hello , It's just a matter of daily life . How long does it take for a man and a woman to talk like this before they propose to meet ？ The second week after we talked , Because my aunt 、 My cousin and brother-in-law come to visit me , I called him in, too , That's why we met , Each other felt a little unprepared .
In order not to affect their own work and take up too much of each other's time , We agreed to chat for an hour after 10 p.m , And then go to bed separately . In this way, we can expect more every day , It doesn't affect you too much .
In order to hold hands , At the end of October , We officially made it clear to be a boyfriend and girlfriend . He often works overtime on weekends , So we had four weekends later , Go shopping together 、 have a stroll in the park 、 Buying vegetables 、 having dinner 、 Drink milk tea . But I haven't had time to go to the movies 、 Go to the amusement park 、 Go sightseeing . But for me , These simplest experiences are enough , I'm very satisfied .
We are all very mature and intelligent people , In the process of getting along with each other , We found that , Although we get along well , Be tolerant of each other , But the fundamental problem is , We have three different views .
I am a spiritual practitioner , Knowing that everything in the world is nothing but illusions , And I'm in this world borrowing the false to repair the true .
He's a science and technology graduate , The world he saw was real and real , He wants to get the material reality he pursues in this world .
Although I know that we are on the same path , It's like two points starting from one origin , After running an arc, they will return to the origin . But now we don't run on the same arc after all .
He also made it clear that , He's not interested in my spiritual world , It's just that he understands me .
I also said , I understand what he's thinking , And I respect his choice .
We've tried to pull each other into our own world , But I know that I will not go back to the world of spiritual awakening , There's too much space inside , I'm eager to explore .
And he's in the three-dimensional real world , There's a lot to be done . So we went in different directions .
There is no Providence to make people , It's all our choice , And where we meet , It's all good memories , No regrets . So when we get on well , There's no time to pull on each other because of the different roads , We chose to let go .
Let go of it wisely , Let's all breathe a sigh of relief , Also let us say with peace and joy that we will see you later . Even after that, I didn't stop crying , But just like 《 Talk to God 》 As mentioned , When I understand that I'm just playing games in fantasy , I can experience pain without pain .
This is it. 27 My first love at 12 , I think it's quite different from 17 The first love at the age of ！ In this mature love process , All we want to express is to give love , Instead of asking for love . Can this be the biggest difference from young love ？
I choose 11 month 23 Day overclocking blue storm ended the relationship that night , It's also because I feel that energy is constantly pushing me to evolve .
As a light worker , It's hard to understand , But we all know , Because we chose holy love , It's unconditional love from the source . So no matter how you look at me , I still choose to love you unconditionally 、 Love us 、 Love the world 、 Love the universe .
Thank you for the miracle every day [ heart ] Thank you for your company [ heart ]
No matter how windy and rainy the world is 、 Lonely and dark , Only the high self will not leave me . Because I know , Even if the higher self just leaves me for a second , My world and I will disappear from this world , Including disappearing from everyone's memory .